I usually morning pages, wherein I freestyle whatever is in my mind. Now since I did not write my morning pages, I will take this opportunity now to do that. For the last couple of years, I have been grappling with the concept of "Letting that shit go"- detaching myself from the stories which my conjures up from an a real life even happening. I live with immense regret and shame for the things I have done in my life and for the actions which I have taken. But the more I grow,